I want to express myself creatively - like anybody else could. It just so happens that a subject I'm interested in is the human body. I have a concept that's not even sexual in nature (although I would argue that it shouldn't matter even if it was; but to make my argument even stronger, it's not). But because it involves people in minimal clothing - albeit clothing that is perfectly street legal, and that you can see in real life anywhere people go swimming - my access to the tools everyone else can use is limited. Why? Because of the paranoid fear that somebody somewhere might use their imagination to achieve sexual gratification. (I'm not making this up, it's what ChatGPT told me - I'd share the chatlogs, but I deleted my account in abject frustration). No matter how likely or unlikely that possibility is, or whether it has anything to do with my own artistic intent. As if that would be such a horrible thing, anyway.
And so here I am, artistically frustrated, because I can't express my own voice in society, in creative protest against the way things are, which is the only way I could ever possibly change public sentiment, or at least raise awareness. And this is in spite of the fact that public protest is not only supposed to be a guaranteed civil right, but one of the fundamental values our country was allegedly founded upon. Yes, of course, I can still speak my mind, probably without censure. But my vocabulary is limited, and my access to the same tools of expression others can use is restricted. How is that not discrimination, that unfairly disadvantages me because my beliefs run counter to the accepted mainstream point of view? If you ask me, that sounds unconstitutional. But now more than ever, there is no such thing as justice or even liberty in this country. My efforts are futile. My voice is silenced. And I can do nothing but lick the hand that has put me in chains.

I understand perfectly your frustration zharth. I feel it too, being a great admirer of your ART but not as much as you who is the Artist that can't express himself freely. Yes all this is unconstitutional in that illusionary justice and liberty country and word. Everything is illusion but I admire all your effort to bring beauty and freedom around you. Hope you have a lot of admirers like myself zharth. Wish you luck and a huge THANKS for bringing sunshine and hope in my day. 💋
ReplyDeleteHa! I have a few admirers. Not a lot. And not one of them is like you. Mostly they appreciate the free entertainment I provide them, as long as it doesn't cost them anything. And like I sucker, I keep giving it to them. What I could use more of is collaborators in the fight against modesty and for artistic freedom. Brave creators like myself who want to change the world, and not just lie back, consume porn, and then go about their lives as if that very freedom isn't in jeopardy.
DeleteThanks for the compliment. Yes I am following you on JustFor,Fans and I love it so much. I love your so beautiful ART and your gender blender, your so lovely androgynous body. Wish I could do more for you and helping to bring more dreams and freedom in this world.
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